December 2009
6 posts
WHAT IF.
today was the worst day i’ve had in a long time. and the only reason i’m dwelling on it is because i’m grounded and sitting home bored with nothing else to think about. i’m not going to go into detail because that will just put me back into a miserable mood. but long story short— parents are furious, boyfriend’s not talking to me, and i hate myself. BUT...
“Music inflames temperament.” -Jim Morrison
i am so lost without music.
i haven’t had my ipod or my itunes for over two weeks now. and i know it sounds pathetic and quite irrational, but i feel so disconnected from myself because of it. i think this is why my mood has been so, what’s the phrase, is it “on edge” or something like that? idk, you know what i...
“To love means to open ourselves to the negative as well as the positive - to grief, sorrow, and disappointment as well as to joy, fulfillment, and an intensity of consciousness we did not know was possible before.” — Rollo May
everything is so different now
i cannot wait to get out of here.
on a brighter note, I’m completely content with myself for once.
being emersed in the ignorance and immaturity of those around me every day makes me feel fucking great about myself. i still don’t know what my purpose is, but really, am i supposed to? probably not.
i’m sick of people being uptight, wrapped up...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIRANDA PLATT!!
i luhh ya biscuithead :)